Alien Dream

I had this dream last night that had to do with these weird looking aliens. They were short, had huge eyes and were sort of bluish. They reminded me of like a claymation style alien. Anyways, they were flying around in these flying saucers abducting children. This was only part of the dream. I remember going to Chris and telling him that I had witnessed these Aliens taking the children and that I had tried to stop them. I commandeered one of their ships and tried to stop them from taking the children, but every time I tried to stop them, I would end up on the ground and the children would be gone.

No one could figure out whey they were only going after the children. Even those that didn't believe that any of it was true, were still speculating with me about why they aliens would only be taking children. There is a rumor going around about the fact that some aliens are creating hybrids, or it could be that they can't have children of their own so they are taking ours. There could be an entirely different reason for it, maybe they are saving them from something and they don't care about the adults.

The dream was so real that in my next dream I was still talking to Chris about it and told him it was his mission to save the children.

Then as the dream went on it got kinda weird. We were in sort of a college like setting and there was this guy there that I had only ever met at a vampire LARP a few times. His name is Shane, and he and I were like hitting it off. We were flirting and there was this crazy energy between us. So, I brought it up to Chris and asked him if I could do anything with this energy and Chris was like, yeah, of course, just don't do anything sexual with him. So, taking that into consideration, in the dream, I started seeing Shane and we watched movies together and had a nice time together. At this point the dream stopped being about aliens and started being more about relationships, but it was just so weird, I had to write about it.

Over the last few years, I've been really into aliens so that is no surprise, I don't understand them taking the children thing, and I definitely don't understand wanting a relationship with this guy I barely know and Chris even being okay with it. SO weird!

You Will Never Believe What Happens After You Die

It was a dark and stormy night. The rain was poured on the road then turned to small pellets of ice pelting my car. I was scared. My tires were practically bald. I had been needing new ones for months, but just didn't have the funds to cover it. My car slid this way and that down the highway. I was going as as slowly as I could, trying to be careful. Then.. boom. Everything slowed down. It was like, in the movies, when everything is in slow motion. I heard the sound of my car hitting something, I could feel my body being forced forward and the impact of the steering wheel as my head hit it, hard. 

Then something strange happened, it no longer felt like I was in my body. I was watching this happen from the outside of my body. I could see the lifeless vessel laying there. I didn't know what to do. I wasn't able to really do anything besides stare at what once had been me. I started to get confused. "I'm not in my body any more, now what?" As if in answer to my question, everything went black. 

When I woke up, I was encased in glass. I feared that I was back in my body at my own funeral and was about to be buried alive. I started yelling and hitting the glass with hands. "Help! Let me out of here." I yelled. Then, I stopped, because I noticed my hands. They were not the peach color they were before. They were blue and the fingers were longer. My eyes went wide. "What is going on?" I asked myself, as I continued to marvel at my hands. Just then, a blue alien being of some sort came and looked at me through the glass. From what I could tell, it was a female. She had a much bigger head then I was used to and big dark almond shaped eyes, and she was blue, like my hands. She looked confused. 

I assumed her confusion was because of my freak out moment a second ago, so I just looked at her calmly and waited to see what would happen. She smiled and opened the glass case. 

"Welcome back Alayua" She said, warmly. 

"Uh, Thank you." I said. Trying not to seem confused. 

"You will be happy to hear that your mission was successful. Please be aware that it may take a while to re-assimilate to life here on the ship. You've been away for quite some time and it may take time to get used to your body again. I'm sure you are eager to see your family, but we will need to run a few tests before we can release you." She waited for a response as I stared at her blankly. 

"Oh, uh, yes, that is fine." 

"Wonderful."

She started by taking my blood with a strange looking device I had never seen before. It didn't even hurt! Then she placed a white sticker on my chest that looked like it had a white crystal attached to it. She had me run on what looked like a high tech treadmill. I was slow at first, my body felt stiff, but as I kept moving I could feel my muscles start to loosen. I was wearing what looked like a white suit. It formed to my body and was comfortable. The material was very soft, but strong. It moved with my body easily. I was wearing what looked like some sort of form fitting boot on my feet. My body, besides being blue, seemed very similar to my human body. I had breasts, a stomach, and two legs. 

"Whoa! Are you alright?" She came over to me, concerned. I had gotten so involved in staring at my new body that I almost tripped over my own legs. 

"Yes, I'm fine." I smiled at her. 

Still looking concerned she had me continue, but kept a close eye on me after that. I made sure I didn't have any more slip ups. I felt more energetic in this body. I felt like I could just keep running and never run out of energy. I struggled with athleticism in my old body. I never wanted to workout much, let alone run. But this felt nice. Especially since it was helping me to become looser and release all the tension that seemed to be in my muscles when I woke up. 

She had me continue for a while longer and then removed the crystal from my chest. Then she had me sit in a chair and placed two blue crystals on my temples. She placed her hands over the crystals on either side of my head and closed her eyes. As she did this memories from my time on earth flowed back to me. I could see my husband and I having a picnic by a river. He kissed my cheek. We ate cheese and wine and sandwiches. It was a beautiful day. We were so in love. Then I saw him in the car next to me during the crash. I could see him crying over my dead body. This brought tears to my eyes. 

"It's alright. We will integrate these memories so that they don't cause you so much pain. They will soon disappear from your mind completely. Once that happens they will no longer be able to effect you and you can live your life as if you never had that awful mission on Earth. Just give it time. If at any time these are effecting your life negatively or they don't disappear on their own, we can look into removing them for you, but we try to avoid that when we can."

Not knowing what to say in response to this without causing her more concern, I just nodded. She handed me a soft cloth to wipe away the tears and then said that I could go and see my family now. She arranged for an escort to take me to them. 

I Am Starseed.

I am not from here. When I say, I'm not from here, please don't misinterpret, I'm not saying I'm not from this country or this city, I'm saying that I'm not from this planet. 

You wouldn't know it by looking at me, I look quite human, but my soul originates from a different world. I incarnated here on earth to assist humanity through a big change, a big shift if you will. 

It was difficult to assimilate to life here on Earth. I still don't feel like I fit in here. The systems are broken and people can be so cruel to each other. I don't like that. My whole being fights against it. Growing up I would always say. "Can't we just all get along?" At the time I meant it for just my family, but I think as I grew older it became a wish for the entire planet. 

I never understood the idea of working 40 hours a week until you are 70 years old and only having true freedom when you are so old you can barely enjoy it. It didn't make sense when I was younger, and it certainly doesn't make sense now. I've fought against this paradigm for as long as I can remember. 

Money doesn't make sense. So, we all work to make money right? And then we use that money to survive, to buy food, clothing, housing, transportation, etc. Why can't we just do the jobs that we want to do and share our talents with the community? The money system is broken and it controls us, we have no choice but to fall into the monetary trap that is set for us. 

There is much hate and greed here. On my planet people are content. No one fights with each other over petty things like beliefs and politics. We live in harmony with each other. No one is forced to do a job that they do not like just to survive. Resources and inventions are shared. We don't keep new cures for disease or new inventions that would help the population from people. Everything is shared. It's not just shared on our planet, we share with many other races on many other planets as well. 

The earth is changing and with it, so will humanity. Humanity is preparing to ascend and at the moment many are waking up to the fact that it's time to change. Not all will be ready. Those that are ready will ascend with Earth. The process will be a re-birth to a higher dimension that is made of love and creativity. No negative entities or emotions will be able to survive there. There will be no fear, sadness, or anger. Just Love. Things are shifting and changing right now. In order to prepare yourself to ascend with Earth, you have to start letting go of your 3D reality. Start to raise your vibration by letting go of negativity, fear and anger. Work through your emotional past traumas and then release them and let them go. Forgive yourself, forgive others, meditate every day. Go outside, put your feet on the earth, touch a tree. Heal yourself. 

I am from the Andromeda Galaxy, I have also incarnated on Lyra and Orion. I have lived many life times. It is said that Earth is the only place where we forget where we came from as soon as we are incarnated. I have started to wake up to the reality with the help of my spirit guides. The picture you see to the left is a photo of one of my people from the Andromeda galaxy who also acts as one of my spirit guides to help me through this difficult time on Earth. My deceased grandmother is also one of them and so is the ascended master Jesus Christ. I expect when I pass away, I will see all three of my guides to assist me on the other side. 

My job on earth is to spread love and light to all who come in contact with me. There isn't much that I need to do, just being here and living and being around people is enough. However, I've always wanted to help people. To serve others. I spent several years of my career in service based jobs. I worked at Starbucks for 5 years serving coffee, I worked with children and adults with disabilities for the next 3 years, and after that worked as a Career Counselor for low-income and disabled adults. Now as I awaken, I see a clear path for myself. I now know that I am a healer and to strengthen that energy that I already have, I am educating myself by taking a Reiki course to understand the art of Reiki and to heal myself and others. 

As more people on this planet awaken to their true selves, their true purpose, and simply, the truth, I am here to answer questions, to be a guide, to help show the way and to help change the world one person at a time. I have much love for humanity and I have so much love to give. 

If you are ready to head down the rabbit hole and join me in this journey. Please contact me. I'm here for you. amandaolson4@gmail.com.

Much love to you all, forever and always. 

Aliens and Conspiracy Theories: What I Believe

First of all, If you want to know where this journey started for me, get a Gaia TV account and start watching. I started with the show Cosmic Disclosure, but you have to be VERY open minded to watch that show and get through it. You can also check out Beyond Belief. All of the shows are great on there, but those are the two that will start you down the path that I'm on. Keep an open mind and move forward. 

This is scary for me to put out there publicly. Lots of people will think I'm crazy. But, I feel compelled to share. To let people know what I know. 

First of all, Aliens, ETs, Other-Worldly beings, whatever you want to call them, they absolutely exist. To think that we are alone in the universe is silly. There are an infinite number of other planets that are capable of holding life and do. There are an infinite number of all kinds of races. We are human and we are only one of them. That is why it's so silly of us to fight with what we call other races on Earth, because we are just all human. We are all the same race. 

So, I'll start by talking about how I was awakened to this reality. I have always been interested in space and Aliens. I loved watching television shows and movies that had to do with Aliens and space and that has continued throughout my adult life. When I was little, the first thing I ever wanted to be was an astronaut. I wanted to know more about Space, I wanted to know what was out there. I was obsessed with astronomy. I used to know all the constellations and had my own telescope. I was lead to Cosmic Disclosure after my Aunt gave me her login information for GAIA. I decided to start watching it and from episode 1, I was completely hooked. 

Within the first few episodes you find out that Corey Goode, who is a Secret Space Program Whistle blower, started getting contacted by some ETs who he refers to as the Blue Avians, since they appear as humanoid blue birds. In his interactions with them they have either spoken to him telepathically, appeared in his place of residence, or had him travel to them via a blue sphere. 

Are you with me so far? I know, it's hard to swallow. 

Anyways, he said that the Blue Avians offer a message that they wish for Corey to share with humanity. The message is that we all need to raise our consciousness, get off of our knees, and raise our vibration because the planet is going through an ascension process and in order for us to go with it, we need to raise our vibration or we will have to go somewhere else. What does it mean to raise our vibration? It means that we need to be more "service to others". Life is about love, spreading love, being love and loving each other. 

What I like about this message is that I've noticed that we sort of all live our lives and ignore each other. I pass people on the street that are walking their own path, but do I even say Hi to them? Sometimes, but that's about it. So, how do we become more "service to others". This never became clear to me, other than the idea that you first figure out how to raise your own vibration and heal yourself, and in that way you are helping others, then you teach others to do as you did. I think it would become clear to us if we lived life for love instead of anything else. 

Okay, so now that I've shared with you about the blue avian beings and their message, I'll go on to talk about the Greys. So we have all heard of them, we've all seen their pictures or drawings. They are sort of what people think of when they think the word Alien. According to Cosmic Disclosure and other shows like it, it is unclear who the Greys are and what their agenda is. There are a few theories floating around out there. First of all, there are those that believe that Grey Aliens are actually just androids that are used by many different ET races. Instead of coming down to Earth themselves, they send these android beings to collect samples and information. There are also some who believe that the Greys serve another race of Aliens called the Reptilians (I'll get into them a bit later). Lastly, there are people who believe that the Greys are unable to reproduce, so they are using humans to create Alien hybrids so they can further their race. It seems that a mixture of these things could be true, but I'm unsure. I do, however, believe that Grey Aliens exist, they have been coming to Earth for a very long time, and they have been abducting people. I also believe that they have been caught by the military both dead and alive. 

So, now I will cover the Reptilian race. First of all, they are an

inherently negative race and it is believed that they are here right now living among us and underground. According to Corey Goode and other shows on GAIA, these beings are being controlled by a powerful Artificial Intelligence that tries to take over civilizations with technology then proceeds to rule them and then destroy them. He gets this information from the Blue Avians. From the research that I continued to do after watching Cosmic Disclosure, I have not heard any other sources mention the AI being. Regardless of whether or not the AI being exists, the Reptilian race is said to have been here long before us and they feel that the Earth is their planet. 

For many years now they have been controlling us and using us as energy slaves in a way. It's been said that they feed on negative energy. So they purposely make us feel things like fear, sadness, worry, anxiety, and any other negative emotion you can think of. They do this by staging wars, making us fight each other, and also by the use of technology. They use technology and the poisoning of our foods to make us sick so we are less happy and easier to control. They don't want us finding out the truth. The more of us who wake up to realize we are being used in this way, the less they can do to control us. It is also said that these beings can appear to be whatever they want to be. They can change. So you could have someone standing right next to you that is actually a Reptilian being and you wouldn't know it. It's been said that many of the famous actors, actresses, musicians, and people of power are actually reptilians and some have even claimed that they have seen them change. Not all people believe they can shape shift though. some believe that they have holographic technology that allows them to appear human, or they have advanced mind control technology that controls people to the extent that they mind as well be possessed. 

There are people who are considered the Elite's of the world and in exchange for power and money, these people work for the Illuminati, a group of powerful people who aim to control the world along with the Reptilians. This allows them to keep all the money and power for themselves and keeps us poor and compliant. 

Okay, so now you know of 3 potential Alien races if you decide to believe in their existence. The first one was a positive race that aims to assist humanity in spiritual growth, the other two are potentially negative entities and do not have humanity's best interest at heart. 

There are several other races. Most of them are here right now and are here to help in Earth and humanity's ascension into a higher dimension. According to the Blue Avians through Corey Goode, the Earth is shifting into a higher dimension. When this happens we will have series of strong solar flares and then one big one that will make a massive change in the Earth's poles. During this time, all electricity and any other power sources will be wiped out from the Earth. If there is an AI entity that is working to control and destroy us, that will be wiped out at this time. There will be loss of life during this time period, but many benevolent ETs are here to help us through this process. It will be a difficult time, a re-birth, and we will have much to re-build and to learn. 

It's been said by many people that during this time, many people are awakening to the truth. I am one of these people and I have been having these intense dreams. Some consider these dreams to be downloads from benevolent ETs to assist us with ascension. One in particular I had was crazy intense. I will share the dreams I've had below. 

Triangle Dream

I was in this dark room and was surrounded by what looked like glass panels. Each panel had tons of different types of triangles and pyramids on it some were glowing gold and some were glowing blue. Some where pointing in different directions and they were all shapes and sizes. I remember waking up and thinking. "Whoa, that was intense." Because during the dream, I was very involved and my brain felt very full when I woke up and very tired like I was very focused and busy all night. I know I was learning something, but I'm not entirely sure what. 

Mantis Being Dream

There are these beings that are basically humanoid praying mantis's and I was visited by them in my dream recently. They were communicating all sorts of things and being a person who is afraid of bugs, I was surprisingly not frightened by them. They are very positive beings and put my mind at ease. I kept telling myself to remember something from the dream and it was to tell my husband Chris that he had been one of these beings in a past life. 

I've had several other download dreams, but I'm having trouble remembering them now. 

As people awaken to the truth, they are also starting to learn how to access their internal power. We are all divine inter-dimensional beings confined in a body and having a physical experience. I was told that I'm a healer and at first I couldn't believe it because I've never been into science or medicine, but then it became clear to me that my healing is more focused on herbs and energy. I started practicing energy healing and sending positive and healing energy to others and also healing myself. It's been quite a remarkable journey so far, and I've learned so much about who I am and what I am capable of and how to control my empathic abilities. It's not easy sometimes and it's something I consistently have to work on, but it will get easier. 

The other thing that is going on globally right now is that all our past emotional traumas are coming to the surface to be dealt with. We are learning to deal with those traumas and let them go, transmuting them into love and light. 

It is also believed that there are ET beings that chose to reincarnate here on Earth to assist in the ascension process and help to raise the vibration of the Earth, but as soon as they reincarnated they forgot their reason for being here, now many of them are waking up and remembering that they have a mission that they need to complete. I very much believe that I am one of these beings. According to Dolores Cannon, There is a wave of beings that came through around my age and they are here to just be. Their energy is so strong that just being here and walking amongst other people will change them subconsciously for the better.  I have a lot of love I want to share with the world, but  I'm worried I might not be here much longer. 

Some believe that the Elite or the Illuminati have weapons that can turn on disease in people. As I was starting to realize my power and starting to feel really good, I got Leukemia. I'm not trying to blame anyone. I could have caused it myself, or the Elite's could have turned it on to help control me, but either way it's been a struggle to stay in the light during this process. I started to get stronger in my practice and then I relapsed, and now am going in for a bone marrow transplant. Again, I have no idea if they are controlling this disease or if it's me. I just know that I need to work on healing whatever is allowing this disease to continue to re-occur, because I feel that I am meant to be here to assist in humanity's ascension. 

Healing Technologies

I very strongly believe that there are healing technologies out there that can heal any disease, including cancer and these aren't being shared with the world because there are 3 major corporations that run the world, one is Big Pharma, this company controls all the drugs, and because this company runs the world, they won't allow anything to be passed through the FDA that will actually cure anyone because then they couldn't push their medications on us. You see, they want to keep us sick, not only are we easier to control that way, but they get to keep all the money in their pockets. 

According to Emery Smith, another whistle blower who shows up on Cosmic Disclosure and other shows, said that there is free energy power out there and he helped invent it and wants to get it to the public, there is also a device that you can put on someone's chest and it can hone in on bad cells and destroy them and it doesn't require hurting the patient or putting them through treatments like chemo therapy. He is also trying to get these technologies out into the world, but this would be bad news for the multi-billion dollar cancer industry so he is having issues getting the treatments through the FDA. This is due to the 3 main corporations that run the world, including big pharma who also make tons of money off of cancer patients. 

So, if you've made it this far, you most likely think I'm crazy, you most likely don't believe a word I am saying, which is fine, but I just had to share it, in hopes that it might open your mind and just maybe, just maybe, start to facilitate change in the world. Change for the good. 

Do you want to know what the meaning of life is? It's to love. It's to spread love far and wide through loving yourself, meditating, loving others, taking care of each other. It's all about love! You know what else. We are a collective consciousness. All of humanity is one, so if we no longer want disease, hunger, poverty, war, hate, then we don't have to allow it the world. The more people that become awakened to our power, the better chance we have of changing this world for the better. We have the power, we just have to use it. 

What can you do? 

Meditate, every day. Quiet your mind. This is so important. Learn to just be. This will help to reduce stress, calm your body and mind, and wake you up to your true self. If you have to, start with guided meditations. There are many free ones on You tube. If you can just sit quietly for 10 minutes a day and push thoughts from your mind. 

Make someone's day. Give someone a compliment. Pay for their groceries. Buy them a coffee. Do something good for someone else. 

Spread the love energy. Close your eyes and imagine that your entire body is glowing with shimmering white light as you do this, start to send this light out into the world. You can imagine your light filling a loved one and sending them healing and love, or you can send it to a friend or even a stranger that you felt needed it. You can also imagine the entire earth encompassed in this light. Imagination is SUPER powerful. I never knew until I woke up. 

Imagine a perfect earth. Imagine what life would be on a perfect earth. Where no one is hungry or diseased. No on is suffering, there is no war, no hate, only love. What does that Earth look like? Focus on that image a little bit every day. Put this into the collective consciousness. The more people we have doing this, the more likely we can change the world.