Suppressed Medical Technologies

I want the world to know that there are actually technologies that exist RIGHT NOW that can cure any disease. No one needs to live with a disease or die from a disease - ANY DISEASE. However the Government, the FDA, and the pharmaceutical companies, and potentially other corporations that take part in ruling our world, are stopping these technologies from being available to the public. 

There are also many natural cures that are being hidden from the media or taken out of medical text books because anything that would fix a medical problem is bad for them. It takes away power, money and control from them. They'd like to keep us sick, poor, compliant, and close to death or dead. I'd like to share with you some of the technologies that are being suppressed, some of them will sound too good to be true and some of them you might heard of in recent scientific news articles. 

1. Organ 3D printing. Currently they have been able to successfully print human organs. I know that they are currently doing this, and once perfected, no one would have to be on an organ donor list, they'd just be able to print the organ you needed from embryonic stem cells. 

2. A cellphone sized scanner is available. You place it on your chest and it can zoom in down to the cellular level and can find any disease in your body and get rid of it. For example, it can pinpoint where the cancer cells are in your body and destroy them. This exists right now. Everyone that is suffering from cancer and chemotherapy doesn't have to be. Everyone that has died from cancer didn't have to. This is real and everyone should have one. Currently it's only available to the elite. 

3. There is a table that has an AI associated with it. You lay on the table and it creates a holographic image of your body above you. (Similar to the movie The Black Panther - but without the need for a human to run it). The table and the AI attached to it, understand what to do. It knows what is wrong with you and knows what part of the body to fix. It can fix anything from cancer to a broken bone. Every human being should have this technology in their house. 

4. There is a machine that can shoot photons into the body at an atomic level and can regenerate the body. If you can regenerate the body, you can basically live forever. 

5. IV catheter that uses light to heal. It has all different colors of light attached to it. As the blood goes through the light, it changes your DNA to enhance the entire body. Including making you healthier and healing you. It can also give you heightened senses and psychic abilities. 

These are all very real, but they aren't being shared with the public, and it's not okay and it's not fair, and there's not much we can do about it, but there are people out there who are taking action and trying to get these out to the people as soon as possible. 

The best way to support these people is to meditate on a future with these suppressed technologies already being shared with the world. 

We are being controlled by corporations who just want money and power, they don't care how sick we get or if we die from illnesses every day that can easily be prevented. We need to fight this. People deserve to know and they deserve to live without the fear of disease and sickness. It's time to rise above the corporations and come together and fight for our right to be healthy. 

Education Dreams

I keep on having these re-occurring dreams about being in a school setting and I don't know what they mean. There are always other people there going through the experience with me. 

Many times, I am re-taking Highschool, which makes no sense and many other times, I've gone back to college and am staying in the dorms. 

One of these dreams, I've decided to do a program that's kind of far away from home and plan to come home every weekend. 

I know that I miss the "safe haven" that college represents. I mean classes weren't easy and college wasn't always easy, but you are in this safe little bubble while you are in college sort of getting shielded from that adult life that is coming once you are out. 

Does anyone know what these dream mean? Is there something about education or schooling or something that pertains to my future or my life? I'd love anyone's insights. I never want to leave the dreams. I always want to keep sleeping until the dream is over. It's strange. Any dream advice or knowledge of meaning of dreams would be appreciated! 

Alien Dream

I had this dream last night that had to do with these weird looking aliens. They were short, had huge eyes and were sort of bluish. They reminded me of like a claymation style alien. Anyways, they were flying around in these flying saucers abducting children. This was only part of the dream. I remember going to Chris and telling him that I had witnessed these Aliens taking the children and that I had tried to stop them. I commandeered one of their ships and tried to stop them from taking the children, but every time I tried to stop them, I would end up on the ground and the children would be gone.

No one could figure out whey they were only going after the children. Even those that didn't believe that any of it was true, were still speculating with me about why they aliens would only be taking children. There is a rumor going around about the fact that some aliens are creating hybrids, or it could be that they can't have children of their own so they are taking ours. There could be an entirely different reason for it, maybe they are saving them from something and they don't care about the adults.

The dream was so real that in my next dream I was still talking to Chris about it and told him it was his mission to save the children.

Then as the dream went on it got kinda weird. We were in sort of a college like setting and there was this guy there that I had only ever met at a vampire LARP a few times. His name is Shane, and he and I were like hitting it off. We were flirting and there was this crazy energy between us. So, I brought it up to Chris and asked him if I could do anything with this energy and Chris was like, yeah, of course, just don't do anything sexual with him. So, taking that into consideration, in the dream, I started seeing Shane and we watched movies together and had a nice time together. At this point the dream stopped being about aliens and started being more about relationships, but it was just so weird, I had to write about it.

Over the last few years, I've been really into aliens so that is no surprise, I don't understand them taking the children thing, and I definitely don't understand wanting a relationship with this guy I barely know and Chris even being okay with it. SO weird!

You Will Never Believe What Happens After You Die

It was a dark and stormy night. The rain was poured on the road then turned to small pellets of ice pelting my car. I was scared. My tires were practically bald. I had been needing new ones for months, but just didn't have the funds to cover it. My car slid this way and that down the highway. I was going as as slowly as I could, trying to be careful. Then.. boom. Everything slowed down. It was like, in the movies, when everything is in slow motion. I heard the sound of my car hitting something, I could feel my body being forced forward and the impact of the steering wheel as my head hit it, hard. 

Then something strange happened, it no longer felt like I was in my body. I was watching this happen from the outside of my body. I could see the lifeless vessel laying there. I didn't know what to do. I wasn't able to really do anything besides stare at what once had been me. I started to get confused. "I'm not in my body any more, now what?" As if in answer to my question, everything went black. 

When I woke up, I was encased in glass. I feared that I was back in my body at my own funeral and was about to be buried alive. I started yelling and hitting the glass with hands. "Help! Let me out of here." I yelled. Then, I stopped, because I noticed my hands. They were not the peach color they were before. They were blue and the fingers were longer. My eyes went wide. "What is going on?" I asked myself, as I continued to marvel at my hands. Just then, a blue alien being of some sort came and looked at me through the glass. From what I could tell, it was a female. She had a much bigger head then I was used to and big dark almond shaped eyes, and she was blue, like my hands. She looked confused. 

I assumed her confusion was because of my freak out moment a second ago, so I just looked at her calmly and waited to see what would happen. She smiled and opened the glass case. 

"Welcome back Alayua" She said, warmly. 

"Uh, Thank you." I said. Trying not to seem confused. 

"You will be happy to hear that your mission was successful. Please be aware that it may take a while to re-assimilate to life here on the ship. You've been away for quite some time and it may take time to get used to your body again. I'm sure you are eager to see your family, but we will need to run a few tests before we can release you." She waited for a response as I stared at her blankly. 

"Oh, uh, yes, that is fine." 

"Wonderful."

She started by taking my blood with a strange looking device I had never seen before. It didn't even hurt! Then she placed a white sticker on my chest that looked like it had a white crystal attached to it. She had me run on what looked like a high tech treadmill. I was slow at first, my body felt stiff, but as I kept moving I could feel my muscles start to loosen. I was wearing what looked like a white suit. It formed to my body and was comfortable. The material was very soft, but strong. It moved with my body easily. I was wearing what looked like some sort of form fitting boot on my feet. My body, besides being blue, seemed very similar to my human body. I had breasts, a stomach, and two legs. 

"Whoa! Are you alright?" She came over to me, concerned. I had gotten so involved in staring at my new body that I almost tripped over my own legs. 

"Yes, I'm fine." I smiled at her. 

Still looking concerned she had me continue, but kept a close eye on me after that. I made sure I didn't have any more slip ups. I felt more energetic in this body. I felt like I could just keep running and never run out of energy. I struggled with athleticism in my old body. I never wanted to workout much, let alone run. But this felt nice. Especially since it was helping me to become looser and release all the tension that seemed to be in my muscles when I woke up. 

She had me continue for a while longer and then removed the crystal from my chest. Then she had me sit in a chair and placed two blue crystals on my temples. She placed her hands over the crystals on either side of my head and closed her eyes. As she did this memories from my time on earth flowed back to me. I could see my husband and I having a picnic by a river. He kissed my cheek. We ate cheese and wine and sandwiches. It was a beautiful day. We were so in love. Then I saw him in the car next to me during the crash. I could see him crying over my dead body. This brought tears to my eyes. 

"It's alright. We will integrate these memories so that they don't cause you so much pain. They will soon disappear from your mind completely. Once that happens they will no longer be able to effect you and you can live your life as if you never had that awful mission on Earth. Just give it time. If at any time these are effecting your life negatively or they don't disappear on their own, we can look into removing them for you, but we try to avoid that when we can."

Not knowing what to say in response to this without causing her more concern, I just nodded. She handed me a soft cloth to wipe away the tears and then said that I could go and see my family now. She arranged for an escort to take me to them. 

I Am Starseed.

I am not from here. When I say, I'm not from here, please don't misinterpret, I'm not saying I'm not from this country or this city, I'm saying that I'm not from this planet. 

You wouldn't know it by looking at me, I look quite human, but my soul originates from a different world. I incarnated here on earth to assist humanity through a big change, a big shift if you will. 

It was difficult to assimilate to life here on Earth. I still don't feel like I fit in here. The systems are broken and people can be so cruel to each other. I don't like that. My whole being fights against it. Growing up I would always say. "Can't we just all get along?" At the time I meant it for just my family, but I think as I grew older it became a wish for the entire planet. 

I never understood the idea of working 40 hours a week until you are 70 years old and only having true freedom when you are so old you can barely enjoy it. It didn't make sense when I was younger, and it certainly doesn't make sense now. I've fought against this paradigm for as long as I can remember. 

Money doesn't make sense. So, we all work to make money right? And then we use that money to survive, to buy food, clothing, housing, transportation, etc. Why can't we just do the jobs that we want to do and share our talents with the community? The money system is broken and it controls us, we have no choice but to fall into the monetary trap that is set for us. 

There is much hate and greed here. On my planet people are content. No one fights with each other over petty things like beliefs and politics. We live in harmony with each other. No one is forced to do a job that they do not like just to survive. Resources and inventions are shared. We don't keep new cures for disease or new inventions that would help the population from people. Everything is shared. It's not just shared on our planet, we share with many other races on many other planets as well. 

The earth is changing and with it, so will humanity. Humanity is preparing to ascend and at the moment many are waking up to the fact that it's time to change. Not all will be ready. Those that are ready will ascend with Earth. The process will be a re-birth to a higher dimension that is made of love and creativity. No negative entities or emotions will be able to survive there. There will be no fear, sadness, or anger. Just Love. Things are shifting and changing right now. In order to prepare yourself to ascend with Earth, you have to start letting go of your 3D reality. Start to raise your vibration by letting go of negativity, fear and anger. Work through your emotional past traumas and then release them and let them go. Forgive yourself, forgive others, meditate every day. Go outside, put your feet on the earth, touch a tree. Heal yourself. 

I am from the Andromeda Galaxy, I have also incarnated on Lyra and Orion. I have lived many life times. It is said that Earth is the only place where we forget where we came from as soon as we are incarnated. I have started to wake up to the reality with the help of my spirit guides. The picture you see to the left is a photo of one of my people from the Andromeda galaxy who also acts as one of my spirit guides to help me through this difficult time on Earth. My deceased grandmother is also one of them and so is the ascended master Jesus Christ. I expect when I pass away, I will see all three of my guides to assist me on the other side. 

My job on earth is to spread love and light to all who come in contact with me. There isn't much that I need to do, just being here and living and being around people is enough. However, I've always wanted to help people. To serve others. I spent several years of my career in service based jobs. I worked at Starbucks for 5 years serving coffee, I worked with children and adults with disabilities for the next 3 years, and after that worked as a Career Counselor for low-income and disabled adults. Now as I awaken, I see a clear path for myself. I now know that I am a healer and to strengthen that energy that I already have, I am educating myself by taking a Reiki course to understand the art of Reiki and to heal myself and others. 

As more people on this planet awaken to their true selves, their true purpose, and simply, the truth, I am here to answer questions, to be a guide, to help show the way and to help change the world one person at a time. I have much love for humanity and I have so much love to give. 

If you are ready to head down the rabbit hole and join me in this journey. Please contact me. I'm here for you. amandaolson4@gmail.com.

Much love to you all, forever and always. 

Aliens and Conspiracy Theories: What I Believe

First of all, If you want to know where this journey started for me, get a Gaia TV account and start watching. I started with the show Cosmic Disclosure, but you have to be VERY open minded to watch that show and get through it. You can also check out Beyond Belief. All of the shows are great on there, but those are the two that will start you down the path that I'm on. Keep an open mind and move forward. 

This is scary for me to put out there publicly. Lots of people will think I'm crazy. But, I feel compelled to share. To let people know what I know. 

First of all, Aliens, ETs, Other-Worldly beings, whatever you want to call them, they absolutely exist. To think that we are alone in the universe is silly. There are an infinite number of other planets that are capable of holding life and do. There are an infinite number of all kinds of races. We are human and we are only one of them. That is why it's so silly of us to fight with what we call other races on Earth, because we are just all human. We are all the same race. 

So, I'll start by talking about how I was awakened to this reality. I have always been interested in space and Aliens. I loved watching television shows and movies that had to do with Aliens and space and that has continued throughout my adult life. When I was little, the first thing I ever wanted to be was an astronaut. I wanted to know more about Space, I wanted to know what was out there. I was obsessed with astronomy. I used to know all the constellations and had my own telescope. I was lead to Cosmic Disclosure after my Aunt gave me her login information for GAIA. I decided to start watching it and from episode 1, I was completely hooked. 

Within the first few episodes you find out that Corey Goode, who is a Secret Space Program Whistle blower, started getting contacted by some ETs who he refers to as the Blue Avians, since they appear as humanoid blue birds. In his interactions with them they have either spoken to him telepathically, appeared in his place of residence, or had him travel to them via a blue sphere. 

Are you with me so far? I know, it's hard to swallow. 

Anyways, he said that the Blue Avians offer a message that they wish for Corey to share with humanity. The message is that we all need to raise our consciousness, get off of our knees, and raise our vibration because the planet is going through an ascension process and in order for us to go with it, we need to raise our vibration or we will have to go somewhere else. What does it mean to raise our vibration? It means that we need to be more "service to others". Life is about love, spreading love, being love and loving each other. 

What I like about this message is that I've noticed that we sort of all live our lives and ignore each other. I pass people on the street that are walking their own path, but do I even say Hi to them? Sometimes, but that's about it. So, how do we become more "service to others". This never became clear to me, other than the idea that you first figure out how to raise your own vibration and heal yourself, and in that way you are helping others, then you teach others to do as you did. I think it would become clear to us if we lived life for love instead of anything else. 

Okay, so now that I've shared with you about the blue avian beings and their message, I'll go on to talk about the Greys. So we have all heard of them, we've all seen their pictures or drawings. They are sort of what people think of when they think the word Alien. According to Cosmic Disclosure and other shows like it, it is unclear who the Greys are and what their agenda is. There are a few theories floating around out there. First of all, there are those that believe that Grey Aliens are actually just androids that are used by many different ET races. Instead of coming down to Earth themselves, they send these android beings to collect samples and information. There are also some who believe that the Greys serve another race of Aliens called the Reptilians (I'll get into them a bit later). Lastly, there are people who believe that the Greys are unable to reproduce, so they are using humans to create Alien hybrids so they can further their race. It seems that a mixture of these things could be true, but I'm unsure. I do, however, believe that Grey Aliens exist, they have been coming to Earth for a very long time, and they have been abducting people. I also believe that they have been caught by the military both dead and alive. 

So, now I will cover the Reptilian race. First of all, they are an

inherently negative race and it is believed that they are here right now living among us and underground. According to Corey Goode and other shows on GAIA, these beings are being controlled by a powerful Artificial Intelligence that tries to take over civilizations with technology then proceeds to rule them and then destroy them. He gets this information from the Blue Avians. From the research that I continued to do after watching Cosmic Disclosure, I have not heard any other sources mention the AI being. Regardless of whether or not the AI being exists, the Reptilian race is said to have been here long before us and they feel that the Earth is their planet. 

For many years now they have been controlling us and using us as energy slaves in a way. It's been said that they feed on negative energy. So they purposely make us feel things like fear, sadness, worry, anxiety, and any other negative emotion you can think of. They do this by staging wars, making us fight each other, and also by the use of technology. They use technology and the poisoning of our foods to make us sick so we are less happy and easier to control. They don't want us finding out the truth. The more of us who wake up to realize we are being used in this way, the less they can do to control us. It is also said that these beings can appear to be whatever they want to be. They can change. So you could have someone standing right next to you that is actually a Reptilian being and you wouldn't know it. It's been said that many of the famous actors, actresses, musicians, and people of power are actually reptilians and some have even claimed that they have seen them change. Not all people believe they can shape shift though. some believe that they have holographic technology that allows them to appear human, or they have advanced mind control technology that controls people to the extent that they mind as well be possessed. 

There are people who are considered the Elite's of the world and in exchange for power and money, these people work for the Illuminati, a group of powerful people who aim to control the world along with the Reptilians. This allows them to keep all the money and power for themselves and keeps us poor and compliant. 

Okay, so now you know of 3 potential Alien races if you decide to believe in their existence. The first one was a positive race that aims to assist humanity in spiritual growth, the other two are potentially negative entities and do not have humanity's best interest at heart. 

There are several other races. Most of them are here right now and are here to help in Earth and humanity's ascension into a higher dimension. According to the Blue Avians through Corey Goode, the Earth is shifting into a higher dimension. When this happens we will have series of strong solar flares and then one big one that will make a massive change in the Earth's poles. During this time, all electricity and any other power sources will be wiped out from the Earth. If there is an AI entity that is working to control and destroy us, that will be wiped out at this time. There will be loss of life during this time period, but many benevolent ETs are here to help us through this process. It will be a difficult time, a re-birth, and we will have much to re-build and to learn. 

It's been said by many people that during this time, many people are awakening to the truth. I am one of these people and I have been having these intense dreams. Some consider these dreams to be downloads from benevolent ETs to assist us with ascension. One in particular I had was crazy intense. I will share the dreams I've had below. 

Triangle Dream

I was in this dark room and was surrounded by what looked like glass panels. Each panel had tons of different types of triangles and pyramids on it some were glowing gold and some were glowing blue. Some where pointing in different directions and they were all shapes and sizes. I remember waking up and thinking. "Whoa, that was intense." Because during the dream, I was very involved and my brain felt very full when I woke up and very tired like I was very focused and busy all night. I know I was learning something, but I'm not entirely sure what. 

Mantis Being Dream

There are these beings that are basically humanoid praying mantis's and I was visited by them in my dream recently. They were communicating all sorts of things and being a person who is afraid of bugs, I was surprisingly not frightened by them. They are very positive beings and put my mind at ease. I kept telling myself to remember something from the dream and it was to tell my husband Chris that he had been one of these beings in a past life. 

I've had several other download dreams, but I'm having trouble remembering them now. 

As people awaken to the truth, they are also starting to learn how to access their internal power. We are all divine inter-dimensional beings confined in a body and having a physical experience. I was told that I'm a healer and at first I couldn't believe it because I've never been into science or medicine, but then it became clear to me that my healing is more focused on herbs and energy. I started practicing energy healing and sending positive and healing energy to others and also healing myself. It's been quite a remarkable journey so far, and I've learned so much about who I am and what I am capable of and how to control my empathic abilities. It's not easy sometimes and it's something I consistently have to work on, but it will get easier. 

The other thing that is going on globally right now is that all our past emotional traumas are coming to the surface to be dealt with. We are learning to deal with those traumas and let them go, transmuting them into love and light. 

It is also believed that there are ET beings that chose to reincarnate here on Earth to assist in the ascension process and help to raise the vibration of the Earth, but as soon as they reincarnated they forgot their reason for being here, now many of them are waking up and remembering that they have a mission that they need to complete. I very much believe that I am one of these beings. According to Dolores Cannon, There is a wave of beings that came through around my age and they are here to just be. Their energy is so strong that just being here and walking amongst other people will change them subconsciously for the better.  I have a lot of love I want to share with the world, but  I'm worried I might not be here much longer. 

Some believe that the Elite or the Illuminati have weapons that can turn on disease in people. As I was starting to realize my power and starting to feel really good, I got Leukemia. I'm not trying to blame anyone. I could have caused it myself, or the Elite's could have turned it on to help control me, but either way it's been a struggle to stay in the light during this process. I started to get stronger in my practice and then I relapsed, and now am going in for a bone marrow transplant. Again, I have no idea if they are controlling this disease or if it's me. I just know that I need to work on healing whatever is allowing this disease to continue to re-occur, because I feel that I am meant to be here to assist in humanity's ascension. 

Healing Technologies

I very strongly believe that there are healing technologies out there that can heal any disease, including cancer and these aren't being shared with the world because there are 3 major corporations that run the world, one is Big Pharma, this company controls all the drugs, and because this company runs the world, they won't allow anything to be passed through the FDA that will actually cure anyone because then they couldn't push their medications on us. You see, they want to keep us sick, not only are we easier to control that way, but they get to keep all the money in their pockets. 

According to Emery Smith, another whistle blower who shows up on Cosmic Disclosure and other shows, said that there is free energy power out there and he helped invent it and wants to get it to the public, there is also a device that you can put on someone's chest and it can hone in on bad cells and destroy them and it doesn't require hurting the patient or putting them through treatments like chemo therapy. He is also trying to get these technologies out into the world, but this would be bad news for the multi-billion dollar cancer industry so he is having issues getting the treatments through the FDA. This is due to the 3 main corporations that run the world, including big pharma who also make tons of money off of cancer patients. 

So, if you've made it this far, you most likely think I'm crazy, you most likely don't believe a word I am saying, which is fine, but I just had to share it, in hopes that it might open your mind and just maybe, just maybe, start to facilitate change in the world. Change for the good. 

Do you want to know what the meaning of life is? It's to love. It's to spread love far and wide through loving yourself, meditating, loving others, taking care of each other. It's all about love! You know what else. We are a collective consciousness. All of humanity is one, so if we no longer want disease, hunger, poverty, war, hate, then we don't have to allow it the world. The more people that become awakened to our power, the better chance we have of changing this world for the better. We have the power, we just have to use it. 

What can you do? 

Meditate, every day. Quiet your mind. This is so important. Learn to just be. This will help to reduce stress, calm your body and mind, and wake you up to your true self. If you have to, start with guided meditations. There are many free ones on You tube. If you can just sit quietly for 10 minutes a day and push thoughts from your mind. 

Make someone's day. Give someone a compliment. Pay for their groceries. Buy them a coffee. Do something good for someone else. 

Spread the love energy. Close your eyes and imagine that your entire body is glowing with shimmering white light as you do this, start to send this light out into the world. You can imagine your light filling a loved one and sending them healing and love, or you can send it to a friend or even a stranger that you felt needed it. You can also imagine the entire earth encompassed in this light. Imagination is SUPER powerful. I never knew until I woke up. 

Imagine a perfect earth. Imagine what life would be on a perfect earth. Where no one is hungry or diseased. No on is suffering, there is no war, no hate, only love. What does that Earth look like? Focus on that image a little bit every day. Put this into the collective consciousness. The more people we have doing this, the more likely we can change the world. 

New World Magischola

The Best LARP Experience Ever!

I just had the most amazing experience of my life. For Christmas this year my husband bought me a trip to Richmond, Virginia to take part in a Harry Potter type LARP, however, they weren't able to use anything Harry Potter, due to copyright laws, so they created their own magical universe. The whole thing took place at Richmond University, which is a castle like college on a beautiful campus that really worked quite well as a Harry Potteresque type setting. They had paths through the woods that were used as the forbidden forest among other things. 

At the start of the LARP and before it, I was very nervous. My husband is very outgoing and I am an introvert, so I was very concerned that I would end up on my own and Chris would end up being busy all the time and I would have an awful time, but everything turned out to be better than I could have ever imagined. Day one, we arrived at the campus and got checked in. I was clinging to my husband for dear life as there were tons of people there and my shyness had set in. We somehow ended up being the first ones in line to get in for check in which was nice. We got all checked in and got our Magischola badges and our information packets and then headed off to bring our luggage to our dorm. We found our dorm, which was right next to a nicely decorated common room that had lights, fake candles and lots of random knick knacks to help us feel fully immersed. Once our bags were safely tucked away, we decided to go get some lunch at a restaurant nearby called Toast. The food there was amazing and our waitress was even more amazing. She had multi-colored hair and looked a bit wizardesque. I saw a hornet behind my husband hanging out on the window behind him, so I asked her if there was any way we could get rid of it, and she just grabbed a cup and a menu, captured it, and brought the thing outside. I wanted to give her all the cash we had as a tip, because not only was she already a great waitress, but she got rid of the thing I feared. I don't know of many waiters/waitresses that would do that. I was very thankful. After leaving the restaurant, nicely buzzed by pear cider, we headed back to the campus. 

Our first meeting was in a chapel where we finally got to meet the organizers Ben and Maury. They spoke to us about a few general rules and welcomed us and such, after that we were split up into groups, the students were split up by their houses and my husband and I joined the faculty group as we were both playing professors. 

We all filed into an empty furnitureless room because the first year students had stolen the faculty lounge, already starting the year off on a bad foot stealing our lounge. We proceeded to do some workshops to create our characters a bit more and so that we would have answers to some of the in game concepts and questions. I remember feeling a bit awkward during this part because they expected us to know everything from our character profile, and even though I had read it and was very prepared to teach my classes, I was not remembering the details. 

Then, to my surprise, Maury told me to just make it up. And it was a magnificent realization that as long as I could come up with something to say for things, I could handle this kind of game. Once thing I found out in the workshops was that this was far different than any LARP I had played in before. This LARP was about creating a safe, all inclusive place for all players. One of the highlights from the workshops was when we were asked to create 2 positive relationships and 1 negative relationship. So I teamed up with the herbology Professor since I felt that her and I would have the most in common in character since I was teaching elemental magic so we are both very earthy. We spent that entire time chatting, then the guy who was playing the school's Chancellor came over to us and was creating plot with us, he said that 6 years ago something very bad happened at the school that caused them to have to replace several professors and because of that both my character and the herbology professor would have been banned from going into the forbidden forest. He kept asking us, "Why would I be stopping the two of you and no one else from going into the forbidden forest?" So that became a plot point for us to use in game if we wanted. At the end of the workshop, they had us get into character and talk about what our characters wanted from the school year, how they would treat the students, and what our relationship is with the Chancellor. 

My Character's name was Professor Aura Brayboy, the Elemental magic Professor and when it was my turn I said that my character just loves everyone and just wants everyone to be happy and taken care of, and that because of the fact that the Chancellor had banned me from going into the forbidden forest and wouldn't tell me why, I felt that there was probably some angst between us, but I'm still very civil. 

After the workshops, we were told to go and get into "costume" which for me was just what I was wearing. I decided my character would wear sun dresses because of how hot it was supposed to be all weekend. So really, all I did to get into character was touched up my make up and added a wand to my bag. 

The first time we showed up in character we showed up at the college cafeteria where we had a separate room off to the side. We walked in and noticed there were tables up on a stage that were kind of put together so we figured that was the faculty table, which it was. We all got together at the faculty table and ate our food and shortly after that, the chancellor made his announcements and welcomed us to New World Magischola. After dinner, everyone headed to where the house common rooms were and in the same vicinity was a faculty lounge so we went there and started drinking some wine and all the other houses were drinking as well. My husband who was playing Professor Fitzroy, one of the combat and defense professors, decided to go to the house parties and introduce himself to see if he could recruit people for the Cross Wands Dueling Club. His counterpart and fellow Combant and Defense teacher decided to follow. I decided to sit, because I was in pain. I had gotten blisters the day before and it was very painful to walk and stand. So, I stayed put until it was time for my character to go to the "Secret Club" she was the mentor for. It turned out that one of he other professors who was teaching Cryptozology was asked to come and teach the members about how to take down a creature called a Jewa Setan which is basically the same as a dementor from the Harry Potter world. So her and I traveled to the club together.

Sign of the Arrow (Secret Club)

So, this experience got a little bit intense. It was far more intense than I was expecting, and out of character, I almost bowed out. So the leader of the club decided that in order for anyone to gain entrance into the Sign of the Arrow they had to touch a cursed object and tell us what was going through their head as they touched it. This turned into several people re-living their very worst experiences in character over and over again, and some students became possessed by evil beings and such, one or two students passed out, and a few students left and told us we were messed up. There were two fun things that happened there though. The first one was that I was introduced to two amazing actors/role players. One played the character of Isaac Reece and he picked up a cursed object that apparently possessed him with some sort of tentacle creature. He started talking in a weird accent and claiming that he was still human, but everything he said was weird and off and unlike him. After he let go of the object he continued to pretend that the being hadn't left him. (And he even continued to play as if it was still inside of him for the majority of the run, it was amazing!) There was another amazing actor/roleplayer that took a turn with a cursed object, his character name was Beowolf. He did a very good job convincing us that he had gotten possessed temporarily, but the being left his body after he touched the object. I was very impressed. Not so say that everyone one else who went was being a bad actor/roleplayer, it's just that it got so dark, and during all the dark ones where people were re-living bad experiences was when I almost needed to emotionally bow out of the scene, however I stuck it out till the end. 

After it was over, I needed to leave the area. After the cryptozoologyst professor had done her lesson on Jewa Setan, I headed out. I was very confused as to how the campus was set up, so I got a little anxious since I didn't know where anyone was. I wasn't sure where my husband was, and I wasn't sure where anyone else was, so I just started to guess which way to go. Luckily, I ran right into my husband's counterpart for magical combat and defense. His in character name was Professor Styles. It was perfect timing too because he was just leaving to head off to the forbidden forest to check on the Chancellor who had supposedly just been bit by some sort of creature. So I told him I'd come with. We found the Chancellor who was luckily sitting alone and we asked him how his arm was, and he said it was fine and that the creature had been caught, and he s showed us a jar with a creature in it. After that, I told the Chancellor about the Sign of the Arrow and how dark it had become and how I didn't feel that I was the best person to be the mentor for the club and that I kind of thought it should maybe be shut down. He felt that I was the perfect person to mentor the club, because as dark as it may get, my sunny and positive demeanor would be a good fit for the club. I never fully agreed with him, but didn't deny it either. After that I brought up the forbidden forest and wanted to know why I was not allowed to enter it, after I had convinced the Chancellor to tell me the story of what happened 6 years ago, and entire group of students emerged from the forbidden forest with the school poltergeist Johnny, he had been fed on by a shadow creature and was weak and they didn't know how to fix it. So myself and Styles bowed out and headed to the common rooms/faculty lounge hoping that we would run into my husband's Character, Fitzroy. We did not, so we ended up just chatting in the faculty lounge out of character for a while. It was fun getting to know him a little bit out of character. Then we decided to head back to the dorms and we went to bed. I was a bit worried as to where my husband was, but I was told by a friend to not worry about him and only worry about myself and what I needed at the time and that really helped. I was able to sleep and not worry about what he was doing. It was actually a crystallizing moment for me and it changed me a bit. So, I slept, I woke up when he came in, but I was able to get right back to sleep which hasn't happened when he and I have been out somewhere together for a long time. 

Day 2 (First Day of Classes)

I woke up in the morning sick to my stomach. I was so nervous about my first class, especially since this was the day I planned on really playing up my character's weird side. The plan for the first day of classes was to commune with nature and tree spirits and feel the energy of the trees and the earth. I had originally planned a nature dance for each class, but I only had the guts to do it for the first class and then pretty much skipped it for the last two classes I had for the day. My first class was great! I felt so at home. I wasn't able to play up some of the character concept I had planned which was a spacey, mostly high all the time hippy, but it was easy to be a professor who loved nature and loved her students and loved to teach elemental magic. I fell into it naturally. My first years were so accepting and not one of them made fun of my teachings or anything. They all listened intently and did what I asked. So, we started the class with attendance, then I introduced myself. depending on timing, I would occasionally ask the students to say their names and something interesting about themselves. Then we sat on the ground and felt the energy of the earth while closing our eyes. When we stopped, I asked each student to tell me what they felt if anything. I was so incredibly amazed at their answers. They were all so creative! Then I explained to them how trees can take on our negative energy and hold it for us until we are ready to take it back and are able to deal with it. Trees can hold a lot of negative energy without it affecting us. So I asked each class if there was anyone who felt they needed to be rid of some negative energy. My first years were too afraid to step forward so I volunteered to show them how to do it. I had one class that had a volunteer and he said he felt better after he had given the tree his negative energy. In that same class there was so much talk back and forth about what trees can do and lots of debate, it was awesome! Then in each class we attempted to summon a tree spirit. We were unsuccessful, so I offered for anyone who was interested to join me that evening at 11pm to summon one. Then I had a student who wanted to summon a stone clad to protect us from the shadow creatures that had been attacking the students the night before. So I met up with her after my last class and we summoned a stone clad (A stone creature that is made from a wizard to protect the earth). This was perfect because my character description had mentioned something about how she was transitioning into a stone clad. So I used this to my advantage and decided that while summoning a stone clad, I would start to become one myself. Before I met with the student, I ran to makeup, and had the makeup artist make part of my shoulder look like it was turning to stone and then I put my sports coat over it, so that I could take it off during the transition. It was awesome. We summoned the stone clad (a person showed up wearing a robotic type costume to play the stone clad), They were playing up the the stone clad was mad that we summoned them. It kept saying we needed to make a sacrifice and I stood up and said "I've already started making that sacrifice, see" and showed him my shoulder. He responded and called me by name. "Aura Brayboy, I see that your transition has started, but yet I still cannot help you, I can't stay here, you should know that better than anyone." So then the student sent the Stone Clad back to where he came from. by saying something like "I send you back to from whence you came" very loudly while pounding her wand into the summoning circle. Afterwards I spoke with the student and told her the reason why I was turning into a stone clad was because I was dying and my organs were failing and this was my only hope. She said that she would help me find a way to heal my disease and stop the transition into becoming a Stone clad. I told her, I would appreciate it, but I had seen many healers and had yet to find a cure. 

That evening, after dinner, we headed to the teacher's lounge, (only place we could drink alcohol besides the dorms), We hung out there for a while, and I rested my aching feet that were covered in painful blisters. At 10:45, my and one of the other professors headed over to a gazebo which is where we were supposed to be summoning a wood nymph, unfortunately, there was tons of other plot happening that night so all the students were busy, but the wood nymph showed up anyways and two students showed up to enjoy her as well. She was magical. There was a group of students who intercepted us as well and they got to interact with her as well, so all in all it all worked out. Then the professor I was with was kind enough to walk me back to the dorms before heading off to the classrooms to double check that he had what he needed for his classes in the morning. Not knowing where my husband was, I headed to bed, exhausted from a long day of role playing and far too much heat and sun.